A need to simplify my life means....

well, the need to simplify and uncomplicate my life means that I have to put my t-girl activities on the back burner for awhile.

I have in fact already put my en femme activities on hold and other than a brief outing one evening and a few brief moments online, I effectively haven't been expressing and participating in my usual en femme activities. The lack of it has however been causing me some anxiety and stress and I think it's time to accept that I should formally put it on the back burner until such time as my time availability returns to normal. When will that be? I have no idea...the past 18 months have been crazy crazy and I can see that lasting for the at least the next 12 months, and possibly even for the next 3 years.

This decision of mine does not mine that I forsake my transgenderism. I am transgendered, will always be transgendered and I see that aspect of me as a gift and an advantage in the way I live and conduct my life. I also don't intend to "purge"...I'll kep my clothes and makeup for those ocassional opportunities that I may find over the next one to three years.

I will miss my many friends...in fact, I already miss all of you who I have neglected and not seen or communicated with over the past months. That's the saddest thing about being in the closet...the complications and limitations that are placed on these TG-related friendships of mine.

Hope to be back and active as soon as possible; but for now my work-life is all consuming and the few spare moments of free time that I have needs to be kept for devoting to my family-relationships.

Bye for now, but not bye for always.

Heaps of hugs and love to my very special friends. You've all contributed to my happiness and knowing you has helped me get through some very difficult and traumatic times.